12:53 am.
The great times I have had stressing with friends. Seriously, hilarious. I love moments like these.

Life is a bunch of, "I don't knows."

This is not a bad thing, I just have not figured out quite how much I will embrace this.

It's the heart wrenching feeling. The feeling you get when you feel out of place. The point where your stomach churns, and all you want to do is walk right out of the door you came back in.

I know it's just PMS, but hey.

I've been contemplating my religion a lot lately. I guess not even just religion, but my beliefs. I believe in God, but I don't know to what extent.

I just want to know all of this work is going to be worth it.

Check out the latest edition to the Punk Goes... series!

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Things you have done during your lifetime:
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
( ) Watched someone die
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Hawaii
( ) Been somewhere tropical
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Been on a helicopter
(x) Been lost
(x) Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid for a meal with coins only
( ) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(x) Made prank phone calls
( ) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose & elsewhere
(x) Made a snowman
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sunset with someone
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Gone ice-skating
(x) Gone to the movies
( ) Been deep sea fishing
( ) Driven across the United States
( ) Been in a hot air balloon
( ) Been sky diving
( ) Gone snowmobiling
( ) Lived in more than one country
(x) Lay down outside at night and admired the stars while listening to the crickets
(x) Seen a falling star and made a wish
( ) Enjoyed the beauty of Old Faithful Geyser
(x) Seen the Statue of Liberty
( ) Been on a cruise
(x) Traveled by train
( ) Traveled by motorcycle
(x) Been horse back riding
(x) Been to Disneyland --- or Disney World
(x) Truly believe in the power of prayer
( ) Been in a rain forest
(x) Seen whales in the ocean
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
(x) Ridden on an elephant
( ) Swam with dolphins
( ) Been to the Olympics
( ) Walked on the Great Wall of China
( ) Been water-skiing
( ) Been snow-skiing
( ) Been to Westminster Abbey
( ) Swam in the Mediterranean
(x) Been to a Major League Baseball game
( ) Been to a National Football League game
( ) Thrown up after riding a roller coaster or other carnival ride
(x) Buried a pet
( ) Auditioned for a television show
(x) Peed in the woods
( ) Visited the Taj Mahal
( ) Been to Iran
( ) given birth
( ) Walk on the bridge at Royal Gourge
(x) Been knocked out
( ) Been to a National Hockey League game
( ) Been to Jamaica
( ) Won a school spelling bee
(x) Been on TV
( ) Hit a 'hole in one' in golf (i.e. not miniature)
(x) Spoke with someone over 100 years old
( ) Been to all 50 states
(x) Been to the top of the Empire State Building
( ) Fallen asleep in church
( ) Been to a World Series Game
(x) Been to a High School Football State Championship Game
(x) Wet your pants
(x) Lied to your mother
(x) Rode the NYC Subway
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Ridden a gondola in Venice
(x) Saw the Vegas lights from above
( ) Been to the Alps
( ) gotten married
(x) Seen a play on Broadway
(x) Been Tailgating
( ) Found the love of your life
( ) Been to a Bob Dylan Concert
( ) gotten a tattoo that really meant something
( ) been to CREATION!
( ) Stood on top of a mountain
(x) Appeared in a play outside of school
(x) Danced like nobody is watching
( ) ran a full marathon
(x) egged someone's house
( ) been to the Vatican
( ) dissected a human cadaver
( ) gotten something other than your ears pierced
( ) can speak more than one language
(x)shown a random act of kindness to a stranger
( ) been parasailing
(x) ate something that you didn't know what it was before you ate it
(x)seen an original Picasso

( x)attended your favorite artists (bands) show

resolutions

1. don't become a celebrity

1a. if this fails, don't die.

2. continue disliking twilight's extreme hype.

3. get down to my ideal weight.

4. exercise

5. get a job. (eventually...)

6. write something in a specific journal once a day.

7. be better than you have ever been.

8. study/work harder.

9. stop and smell the flowers every once in awhile.

:)

hello, 2010.

let's be good friends.

My words spill out, like the words on a page.
My heart is breaking, through the net you can't seem to stop casting.
Just let me live, because babe, I've only got one and there's no time to be brought down.